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your friends didn't give you enough of them?

[ why does she have to be so stubborn? he knows they all have due reason to back off. Scott, Stiles and Allison have an itineary. all she had to do was go in earshot with one of them or Derek and learn about everything the kanima's master put their little group through. it never would have happened if they kept their noses in their own business and stopped trying to sniff him out. none of his victims were innocent, except for Danny, but again. if they could have kept to themselves, it wouldn't have been an issue. it takes him somewhere between twenty minutes to an hour to get over himself ( and it's something he can't complete ) but he tries to reach a normal level of acceptance, in order to continue having words with her.

she's not going away, which only makes him feel closer to her, based on some alternate universe where they both got to be regular people that go to high school and enjoy their lives. ]

i should be thanking you.

I like to judge for myself.

[ it's simple: if the beach and the school hadn't happened, matt would be another ghost to cora, a name she doesn't think of until one of the many people they share in common happens to mutter it. matt isn't her ghost, he's not her problem, despite being an enemy of derek's. he's just a kid who got lost in the commotion of life — just like cora. it's difficult to dislike someone she doesn't even know. with peter, it's different — she'd been there when he'd ruffle her hair, or tell her a joke to get her to smile. she'd been blinded by her own admiration for an uncle who understood her better than her own sister to see his true intentions until it had cost laura her life. when painted with he same brush, black and white, matt and peter are the same, but when one dabbles their brush within the palette of colour, she's uncertain if she likes what she sees. ]

[ she may have been told of what matt had done in the past to cost him his own life, but it's still difficult for cora to see. she hadn't been there. it's just another event within derek's life she's missed out on. wonderland and the events that have tossed them together have stitched a very fine thread between them, one either can sever just by passing the other in the hallway without glancing in their direction. ]

[ holding onto the belief she can change the future, despite stiles having come back and so much as not hinted of any wonderland promises being kept, she'll stubbornly hold onto that hope. it's the one childish thing she'll grant herself — the ability to change the future by simply believing she can. ]

Why? I did nothing for you.

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